huwag magulat

sa dami ng nalagay ko...

these are some of the things I wanted to write but, there's no time or mostly, just tired or no means to write...

hahaha!

before I sleep, just share a chat conversation with a friend...
sharing lang naman. I took out her name, just to be sure because I didn't ask her permission on this hehehe.

her YM status said "recurrence of the unlearned"

gee: may gusto pala akong i-share tungkol sa unlearned mo...
gee: lagay ko kaya sa blog? hehe
[friend ko]: share!
gee: ayun, sige
gee: i always did fall easily
gee: i guess until now
gee: but at one point in time, i was just so tired of falling in and out
gee: hurting people
gee: and in turn, hurting myself as well
gee: that i said to myself,
gee: i should never fall that easy again...
gee: it turned out, i became more insensitive
gee: also, more afraid of commitment
[friend ko]: ouch
gee: i don't want attachments
gee: though realizing it, attachments, rituals and giving one's self, even when it kinda "hurt" is what love is about...
gee: as long as me and that other person decided to love and grow in what we have
gee: although ngayon, hindi ko pa rin alam kung sino nga ba ang taong pipiliin kong mahalin...
gee: kaya naisip ko ngayon, hindi pa marahil napapanahon
gee: ewan ko nga ba
gee: o baka takot lang ako
gee: kasi naman, madali akong mahulog
gee: hanggang ngayon
gee: still, i haven't learn why i do fall that easy...
gee: hindi ko pa rin alam kung anu hinahanap ko
gee: [hehe daldal ko ba? sensya]

actually, at this part, ako lang dumaldal... hahaha!
you know me, daldalero... hahahaha!!!

just a spur of the moment thought while posting some stories on my blog.
then I said, i'll share it here.
tinamad na akong mag-edit
maybe it reveals more on it's raw form, so I just copied it straight.

oh well... so much for that...
"you didn't see anything..." [Madagascar Penguins]